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    看完了一步法国变态电影,"Dans ma peau" 中文翻译成《切肤》
    主题。。其实没啥子主题,看完唯一的收获就是,现实生活中存在这一种人,喜欢自虐,而且是没有目的的,而且是快乐的、忍不到的、变态的、恶心的。。。
    看完过后我想,既然都如此恶心了,干脆就一起把一只在电脑里面不敢看的《电锯惊魂3》一起看了。。。
     
    从5号 我就已经开始担心这种期盼了好久最后终于又突然到来的无所事事。。。
    原来心中一直期望的“轻松一下”不过2场懒觉就能满足。
    也有可能是,自己的状态一直处于轻松,以至于无法体会那种大假来了的激动。
     
    怎么会无所事事呢?让我想一下,我的那些“他们”在哪儿?
    有一个在巴黎,她一年半的预科生涯终于要熬出尽头咯。。以至于她在自己备忘录上写的“给张遥打电话”都一直没有时间;
    有一个在。。广汉还是宜宾还是成都我都不晓得,总之地震过后她给我说自己被吓瓜了,然后从理发店出来说自己失败了失败了,短时间内不能跟我视频以后,音讯全无。。。
    另外有2个亲爱的,在成都忙着自己的事(虽然不晓得她们在忙什么,总之与我现在的生活无关),与未来有关的事。。。很欣慰,很快乐,我们都长大了。。。
    还有一个,已经从美国回去多高兴的向全世界宣布“我回成都了哈”就没有音讯大概幸福地陪自己女朋友去了。。。
    A friend indeed  is a friend in need...
     
    看到有个朋友写的日志,说过了高中生活的朋友不容易找到,说自己需要的只是难过的时候有人安慰快乐的时候有人分享。我心想,这还不容易?其实有时候不是真心的朋友遇不到,而是当我们遇到他们的时候,是否愿意让他们安慰难过的自己或者分享自己的快乐?
    People come and people go,我们都懂。但是真正开始接触“疏远”这个词的时候自己还是有点力不从心。特别是面对那种疏远后不知所措的慌张与尴尬。就像一种在自己熟悉时间和场合突然出现的尴尬,让人防不胜防。
     
    As the moment,there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.Some are running scared,some are coming home,some tell lies to make through the day,others are just now facing the truth.Some are evil men who live against the God,and some are good,stuggling with the evil.
    6 billion people in the world,6 billion souls,and sometimes,all you need is one.
     6,470,818,671
    I know ,for me now,I may not just need the 1,
    I need THEY,someones called friends...
    I know they are there,they always are.
    But there's also someone who used to be THEY,and I don't even know when they just went away with out saying a word.
    Maybe I just don't need them.That's it.
    A friend indeed is a friend in need,for somebody who don't care the friendship things,is who I don't care anymore,and maybe,it's the time to let go.